2 more weeks. we are not ready. OMG we really need to buck up for that gold with honors.
ACJC really is good. Well, actually no. but they have one or two outstandin actors who can hold the stage by themselves. so, oh well. i know there's no point in sayin now, but i really feel that the roles everyone is assigned to, can be assigned to others who are better. but oh well. we are improving on the whole. so good job!! (:
i've seen bernette a few times recently. and i have to admit, she really brightens up my WHOLE LIFE. cos i always keep stuff to myself, so occasionally in the past i would have random break downs in the middle of the night. rare, but happens. but now, its like i've been released from that burden. i still keep stuff inside, but i dun feel anything the moment i see her (unless u count ecstacy as a feeling, i think of it more of as an experience), or talk to her. her voice alone is enough actually. no no, just thinkin of her.
i love my life, because she's in it (: hee.
oh oh and she surprised me today in school. (:(:(:(:(:(:
i must have like been some great man previously, for such a wonderful, if not perfect girl in my life. i look at the people around me, everyone has their struggles, in relationships, in work, in their own family. then i look at myself. where the heck did my problems go to. lol.
if i were depersonalize her, she would be a drug. cos i'm like addicted. and provided with a release into an alternate reality. (:
life really is a drama, a show, a performance. just that the moment u find someone like that in ur life, well, ur not living anymore. ur more of dreamin, cos u find urself out of that eternal cast, and more into self-discovery, cos u find ur real self. to me that is.
kay i should stop. or i will miss her badly. NIGHT
