i think i truly am an irrational, erratic and an ambivalent life form. what goes in my mind, even i cannot make out the distortion and complexity of my own personal emotions. haha. just yesterday i was all whiny, down and irritating. yet today, i can be all jovious and mirthful. and both stem from the same thing. my girlfriend. amazing isn't it.
Ambivalence. what a truly amazing emotion (of some sorts) to possess. it truly points out how complicated human beings are, or maybe we just want to complicate ourselves so that we feel more alive, and less insignificant in this vast universe of materialism, this big grand popularity contest in which every life is a participant.
ARGH gotta stop strayin. back to the point. i guess i've kinda sorted out my feelings and yep, i know now my girlfriend truly loves me and i feel the same for her! i was just being a pain in my butt, thinkin too much. dumb phase. anywaya, YAY happy (:
i realised, sometimes, we teenagers try too hard to complicate simple issues in bid to make ourselves feel more, worthy, more important. i mean, get a life. literally. why can't we just accept the simplicity of our experiences at this small yet defining stage of our lives. food for thought (:
lazy. bye.
