today was fine. met bernette in the morning before she had cca, wanted to walk her to school but cannot cos got friends. forgot. hah. then i missed my bus cos i was stoning.
i cried at the bus stop. joke. is some form acknowledgement too much to ask for?
then went home to slp all the way till joce puiyee berhan and ernest came to play mahjong. won 1 buck. hah.
there wasn't even a smile. not even an i love you. only after i left then came the sms.
then we ate cup noodles and lays. fats fats. oh and they traumatised me with cleo. then py and berhan left.
am i such an embarrassment?
joce and ernest asked me to play dota so they can learn. lol. then they went home. then i blogged.
didn't reply 1 message, didn't get any messages of concern.
bye. sleep
i just have to give in, being the one that really wants this. too bad cyn.
