but.... something....
i feel like hans right now. always made fun of how he defended anne even though she played him. haha kinda happened to me too. oh well. dumb enough to believe cca can go on till 11++ for like almost 4-5 days a week at times. and that the remainder of the non cca days were cca bonding days. oh wait actually, cca bonding. is kinda true. cca leader and cca member. 1 on 1 bonding. haha. ohh well. with good frens that have boyfriends found at busstops, and a infamous bung, i was stupid enough to believe she was different. kinda hurt to see them do some things we used to do. hah.
haha and the cliche. it started raining when i saw them. i should have a new name. cynric j. chong, cos joke is my middle name. lol.
OHH WELLL. guess i can stop feelin bad thinking that it was my fault we grew apart. haha.
and thanks chloe jim aaron chris hanmae hanshen luke and chara for tryin to make me feel better.
guess the differents between christians and "christians" is pretty obvious to me now. hope this teaches me to be a better person.
( p.s. STOP SAYIN I'M TOO NICE A PERSON! its just that i met too harsh & smart a person. )
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