i forgot to tell everyone bout this but i have this classmate who really made my day. she wrote this in her essay " such as hungry people need to eat, there comes a time where a dying person needs to die" or smth liddat. i freakin burst out laughin. i know it might seen mean, but i'm honestly not laughin at her or anything. i just think that no one could have wrote that. so kudos to you friend, cause what you wrote honestly brightened up my suckass friday.
okay so today i had bible study. and zomg my brother in law and my sister, who happen to be leading my group, dropped a bomb on me today. from now on i'm gonna be trained to be a study group leader. i mean, honestly, i dont feel as if i've been a super awesome christian, so like, its really really a huge responsibility for me. and i honestly pray for maturity, and that i would be a better testimonial for the younger kids at church. sigh. its sooo much pressure its scary, cause this actually involves the lives of other christians, and the passage i went through today(corinthians) said if one were to destroy the temple of God he shall be destroyed too or smth liddat. which means if i were to stumble any of the younger ones i'm in real deep shit. omggggg prressuuurrreeeeeeeee. PLEASE PRAY FOR MEEEEE.
oh and after church i met up with my aci buds cliffy dayl wesley and eio, oddly, to go jamming. oddly cause i cant play anything for crap. but hanging out with them in the studio really made me wanna form a band. like its gonna be so freakin fun. so i hope khalis student initiated cca ( something like the now-defunct pjlive ) will be able to get the thumbs up. and it would be soooo fun to sing! (even though i'm just gonna make people deaf). omg j2 seems so much more exciting.
also, i realised my song taste has drastically changed. i've outgrowned all the emoish angsty music, and i'm starting to love maroon 5 , john mayer and jason mraz sooooooo much more. even oldie poppish songs from blue seem so much nicer. hahahahha. OH OH OH AND JASON MRAZ CONCERT NEXT WEEK I REALLLLY REALLY REALLY REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! and the next day ima see everyone cry while takin back their A's. I'LL PRAY FOR YOU GUYS! and i promise to be there for anyone of yall if needed okay so good luck EVERYONE!!!
lemme end with one more funny line from my friend's essay.
"when a man is gone he is gone forever."
awesome classmate i have eh? (:
