i have no idea what's going on.
i've not said anything to anyone.
or maybe,
someone has said that i have.
its like one.
then suddenly
everyone follows.
and that's it.
then one day,
it just happened.
it was not sadness.
not anger.
not hatred.
it was hurt.
and the worse thing is,
i'm not supposed to react.
i'm supposed to just,
let it be.
or it shall be blamed on me.
again.
i cant be cheery.
i cant be moody.
i cant be noisy.
but you can.
you too.
so,
huh?
what's the use
of being nice
when all that comes back is persecution.
why is the weak and cowardly
who accuse by using what they accuse you of?
is it the inherent sense of insecurity
that needs to be quenched
by elevating oneself
at the demise of others
for whom is guilty
can find no other ways
as the guilt in itself
is weak.
but the bible says
"Finally, be strong in the lord and in his mighty power. Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's scheme. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the powers f this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. Therefor put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand."
as mere sojourners
do we heed
or do we improvise
or do we
like the guilty
succumb?
do we even deserve
the right to be called a Christian?
is it through our actions,
or supposed beliefs
on which we seem to hold on to,
by which we are judged?
we ponder
we doubt
we question
before we reaffirm.
but it all disappears
the moment
we succumb to the devil.
that is the testimony to our faith.
If this is hypocriscy
what are you?
not who.
what.
seek solace in christ, not in the temporal arms of the flesh, which is weak.
